Friday, January 6, 2012
Friends
I guess everyone is confessing around! Imma joining in yo! Frankly speaking, I feel blessed for being able to be part of lyodts. Though it may seems impossible, but I sincerely hope that our friendship isn't coming to an end even though we are going different colleges. So yeah! I'm gonna start now.
To blackie Y,
I know right?! There was the time where i treated you as my enemy, starting from form 1 itself I think. And I feel you are changing little by little nowadays, as there is this presence of him in your life. I must say, it brings no harm to our friendship though it did bring up some unnecessary arguments! Erm, I'm starting to treat you like my sister instead of a bestie. So, I did not hold back all my emotions. LOL. And, mana ada every time? I hear you fatt la! When I think back, there are some reasons that caused me to be angry at times, but I just tend to forget it. I'm trying to live as happy as I can, leaving bad memories behind and not bringing them to the next day. There is this little thing that I have been wondering around... You just wouldn't say sorry that easily. Is it that hard to say so...? Lol!i agree that friends may not last forever, but, it may happens if both parties believe . One thing, We don't chat very the often nowadays, do we?
To Chubby O,
It's my pleasure meeting you! Thanks for being my friend throughout my primary school life and secondary as well. I must say, you can be both mature and childish as the same time. Just when I think you have grown up, you start to act childishly again. You ah! Tak boleh praise one. ISH! And one thing, you said you tried to not change the other's perspectives and yeah you did. But, it would be perfect if you can keep 'xi huan in la, wo zhi shi she yang gen in jiang er yi' to yourself! No offence kay. As for now, all I hope is that we are gonna keep in touch! and, pls stop beating people around, pain wey -.- .. Accepting isn't that tough after all, am I right? Oops, almost forget this, your special type of humor, keep it to yourself sometimes. Soooo coldddd!!! Hahahhaah!!!!
To patik D,
I always feel that there is a distance between both of us, but it is getting better and better as time passed. Just when I think I'm about to get closer to you, school is coming to an end. Boh chance eh! Sigh. To me, you are so hard to reach, maybe it's because you never let your guard down. Sometimes, I wonder why you only say good words, or complimenting people around. And you ll always stay so until the day we quarreled! LOL. Just wanna say sorry if I offended you or did something wrong.
To measurement T,
To me, I'm feeling happy when I see you changing from an emo person since form 1 till who you are today. You changed a lot, you don't cut yourself using penknife anymore, and I must tell you. I even pictured you having mental problem in future when I saw you doing so. LOL. One thing... When I told you what do I think about you, you called that judging. And isn't you are judging me too when you were telling your thoughts? In my opinion, everyone in the world is judging one another, without judging, how on earth does the opinion comes by? It comes down to judging after all.
To roundy S,
To tell you the truth, I was so damn pissed when I saw your post. I think everyone on earth has their greatest fears, you don't have to try it to know that it's scary. Just like you know that lion is harmful naturally, you don't have to stay with lion to know that they are harmful, do you? I'm fear height and that a piece of fact that wouldn't change, so if you can't stand it, to be honest, it's up to yo. And what do you mean why you said 'I do not hope you to go ausmat'. I think it's childish after all. Regarding that statement you made, it was meant to be a question anyway. Cause I heard them from a number of people which I think know you well. And most importantly, I do not understand you. You said, two years of friends, try to recall, how many time do we actually spend together? P/s: I don't really feel like talking to you during jj trip, I bet you felt it. But seeing everyone was chit-chatting so happily, I don't think ruining everyone's mode was a great idea. Cause the thing you said, its rude. But thinking back, you have your right to do so, hope we are still friends.
Lastly, maybe I may be too straight forward, but that's what I think of each and every of you. Be angry if you want! Teehee! One post isn't enough to spill out all the thought, hope I still have chance to update you guys and I need you guys to update me as well! :)
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Measurement?? LOL.
ReplyDeleteAnd, aiyooh! Why post the penknife thing? Shh~
Judging and giving opinion do cross over sometimes, but you know when it feels different. Well, this is not gonna go anywhere, so let it be. And I do appreciate opinions, and inevitably, judgement too, as they're part and parcel of what changes me. I hope you do understand what I mean. ;) So, all in all, thanks for telling. :D
Just as pissed as you were while reading my post, i was pissed too, at first, but when time passed, this feeling gradually sank to another feeling called hurt. Undeniable, i still care about us. You said you do not understand me, then how could you be sure that people you know, know me well enough? To tell you the truth, i always think that people who really know me, beside rav and xiao yan, it's lyodts but i guess you just prove me wrong. I didn't write that post to look for a fight. I spoke my thoughts (which you think it was rude) but clearly, you couldn't accept. Reasonable. Acceptable. But, please don't say something like ' i don't feel like talking to you' and ' hope we are still friends' at the same time. You can't have them both ways. Saying ' i hope you don't come for ausmat' simply means i don't wanna study the course as you but that doesn't mean I don't want us to be friend. In fact, I even made up at the end of my post, by telling you i don't hate or dislike you anymore. From your point of view, it's called childish but from my perspective, it's called true feeling. At least, i don't lie about it. But since you decided not to talk to me, i respect your decision. Oh yeah. if next time you don't wanna talk to someone, please tell him or her beforehand, so that he or she won't be so stupid like me and go and talk to you.
ReplyDeleteAnd i'll be honest for the very last time to you; i actually feel very warm when you called me roundy S. All the best in your future, a sincere wish from me.
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