HELLO~~~

WAH!!! It's been really a long long long long long time since I visited this blog... Sorry larh~~~ anyway, kinda proud that I can still remember the email and the password... Teeheee~~~

Oh well... I don't know what to update here, because basically my life, u guys know kinda well... Xin Er and Shieh Er is always on Line, Ding I meet in college in the same class somemore, Yuan Ting, oh yeah, I skyped with her two days ago, and Lined her a lot too recently... (Sorry for having such a troublesome friend here... But I know you guys like it... Hahaha!!! *perasan*) Wendy, erm... I know u live well!!! ^_^

Have we changed??? I wondered...

It has been a long time since I meet Yuan ting, and I am really glad that she is still the Yuan Ting that's so Yuan Ting!!! really happy that u still spare your time for me listening to my stories... Haha!!! And of yeah, I just can't wait for a face-to-face talk with you!!! ^_^ one thing that I really really glad is that, we aren't awkward during the Skype chat, and it's just so went on and on and on so smoothly~~~ Really glad that u were interested in my stories... And I know u were glad that I remembered our promises!!! Didnt take a picture that day though, because we both just look not presentable that day... Hahaha!!!

Xin Er, no need to say la this fellow... We talk and tease and scold and say whatever like nobody's business!!! And what's important here is that we aren't angry of each other doing these~~~ Hahahahahaha!!! Really glad that I have such a friend like you~~~

YSE... Oh... How sweet your love life is~~~ Bringing back those form one memories... OMG!!! Those pictures that we look super ugly!!! I just laugh my tears out!!! Complaining myself looking so ugly, somehow, actually, I still appreciate that u kept those pictures!!! Yeah... Imagine us looking at those photos when we are grandmas~~~ I wonder if my heart can take it or not... Warn me before showing me those pictures ok!!! I need to be mentally prepared!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

Ah Ding a~~~ the perfect best friend that not everyone can have, and yeah, I have you as my classmate!!! (Oops... I m not being possessive here... Don't get me wrong, I m normal!!!) u still have the aura that, even we are friends for so long, but I still won't dare to scold (oh well, nothing for me to scold actually) or tickle u, like what I did to Xin Er... Hahaha!!! How can I do such things to the goddess Ding??? It's a sin!!! Hahaha!!! I am glad that u become more open and cheerful and friendly and sociable in college!!! Although I wanted to call u "Yan Wen" so much, but Haiz... Still unable to change that "Ding"~~~ T_T

Wendy Wendy Wendy~~~ seriously... I don't know what to say... (Sorry larh~~~~~~~~~~~~ didn't have much contact with you...) I think u changed really a lot!!!!!! From head to toes, yeah, that's a Wendy that I m not really familiar with... Seriously, if u didnt call my name the other day, I can't recognise you... One funny experience is that u wore high heels to college, and I thought u grew taller!!! HAHAHAHAHA... I can see you being happy and comfortable with your life, as a friend, that's already a good news!!! ^_^ Btw, I just realised that u deleted your blog??? I have so much vocab to learn from your blog wehy!!! Especially those emo blog that I wasn't mature enough to understand last time, I just felt like reading them again... ^_^

So yeah... I wonder who will be the last one realising me posting this up... (I got a feeling, it should be Ding...) Leave comments yo!!!

Everyone is spreading out...

SPM, is the end of high school... I had a childish thinking previously, that my friends and I can study in the same class again, but now, NONE...!!! I miss everyone!!! I miss every moment when we were together!!! I miss every lame joke!!! I miss the atmosphere!!! I miss......... Different environment, I need to start adjusting myself... With the new air to breath in... Without an old friend to cheer for me with the very familiar voice... I knew it will come, but i still feel a mass in by heart, that I started crying... Everyone is spreading out, like a black ink dropped into a pool of water, chasing different dreams... Wondering if meeting is possible??? Or the colour of the ink will fade off??? Friends... I tried to be tough by not saying "I miss u" very often... But now I beh tahan d... : I MISS U ALL, my friends... Perhaps a classmate meeting next time, we will find everyone is funny : different body shape??? Different hairstyle??? With a career that we an never think of??? With a partner that make us shock and happy for??? With tears of joy??? With smile of happiness??? With love... Love of friendship... We learn, we laugh, we care, we share, we hurt, we cried, we support, we teach, we talk, we play, we joke, everything is done, together... When we r apart, we still learn together... Learn the feeling of missing someone... The feeling of eagerness to know about someone, the sudden thought of "how have she been???" in the middle of the night... Friends, forever...

A long time ago essay, that I appreciated...

It was during Standard 2, when I set my foot on the ground of SMK Convent Klang -- a new school, new environment. I could still vaguely remember the picture of my class and the warmest welcome from all my beloved new classmates. Back then, I was really small in size. My sister used to tell me that, "If there is any storm in Malaysia, you'd be the first one to be blown away." Now that I think of it, it might really be true as I used to be the smallest among all. Therefore, my eyes were always set on a girl. She was sitting at the corner of the classroom, always laughing and smiling from the bottom of her heart. However, it was her size that attracted my attention, she wad a head taller than me, what a big Bertha! Frankly, I had once dreamt of her as the giant in the story "Jack and the Beanstalk". But I was not as lucky ad Jack, because in my dream, I was crushed into pieces by her gigantic foot.


I was a little bit gauche and shy to take the initiative to talk to her because she had always seemed so far to reach. One morning, I enrolled in a Chinese class neat Meru. Just when I was building castles in the air, someone knocked the door and asked for permission to enter the class. It was her! Initially, I was flabbergasted because it was really unexpected for her to turn out in the old rusty building. Although we were in the same class again, we did not have the opportunity to talk to each other. Or to be precise, something unsure had stopped us from starting a conversation. The moment we reached school in afternoon, the first thing we blurted out was, "Hey, was it you this morning?" and we both burst into laughter. Standing there, we were both aware that we were now on the threshold of our friendship.

We eventually built a close rapport. Even though I had always teased her simplicity, it was also the main factor which made me like her so much. She was so innocent and her puppy eyes had always softened my heart. Despite her size, she gave an aura on the need for sympathy and protection. In the midst of her simplicity, sometimes I felt that she was mature. She did not place a mask on her life. She was a person for herself and her loved ones. I have always admired her unblemished attitude towards life as it was already a paragon in this materialistic society.

Seven years is not a short period of time. A lot has changed since then. Her height now has made disparity compared to her height during primary school. She is now half a head shorter than me. Even so, I am in mirth that she has not changed other that her height. She is still the person whom I admire in the dark. However, she has picked up on melioration to scream in class. Now, she has not only grabbed my attention but everyone's.

I am glad that she sees me as one of her most vital people in her life. Memory flashes back to last year, when my father proposed the idea to send me to New Zealand for studies and other reasons. Her tears kept rolling down her cheeks after I told her about it. I lost words to express my appreciation and gratitude towards God for granting me such a lovely friend. But it was then that I assured of my position in her life. Her tears somehow performed their magic to coax me to stay.

She is definitely an amazing friend without a shadow of doubt. Under the comparison of my strong personality, she now seems like my younger sister. I always feel that it is my responsibility to protect her pure soul from the harm of the vehement society. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life. I hereby give you my words to protect our bond fir eternity. As a friend, I respect you and I will always keep you in my heart, Low Mian En.



Written by Tan Pei Sin, Wendy
07.01.2010

Sunway Lagoon...

I'll make it short here ya (all just from my point of view)...

it was on the 29th January 2010 when LYOS attack Sunway Lagoon...

My dad fetch me and SYT to LXE's house, then LXE mother fetch 3 of us for breakfast (bah kut teh) and to YSE's house, then YSE's mom fetch 4 "pekerja" to Sunway Lagoon...

We are named pekerja because 4 of us are wearing orange colour t-shirt, and it was quite embarrassing to step out from the car...(sunway lagoon's pekerja also wear orange colour shirts) anyway, every steps begins with the first... and we made it...

The place wasnt very crowded, since it was a Saturday...
THAT'S SO NICE !!! SAVE US TIME TO LINE UP !!!

I was so excited once we got there... and my first game was Pirate Ship with SYT... YSE and LXE was too afraid about those exciting stuff... both of them shake their heads simultaneously when they were asked to play (i seriously can imagine the atmosphere if SYT didnt go with us... lonely playing myself...) and i found out something... tears will come out when humans scream too loudly... my sliver nearly dropped onto an Indian guy sitting in front of me when the ship went bout 90 degree ++.

I promised myself to try out G-Force and Bungee Jump, but those were too EXTREME for me when i saw those by my own eyes... but SYT and I tried out Jump Bungee instead... (sounds extreme but it's actually nothing...)

The most exciting game I played was the 2nd pirate ship (in cage) that I went with SYT... OMG !!! u just cant imagine the feeling when ur butt wasnt on the seat and ur face was directly perpendicular to the ground... all i can hold was the safety thingy... WE SCREAMED LIKE HELL !!! and ended up laughing so much... i think YSE and LXE will cry !!! surely cry !!!

Flying Fox was one of the best game too... the moment u stand on the edge, u'll find it was a bit scary... but it's ok once u try it out... i wanted to spill water on SYT when it was her turn, but my aiming wasnt good enough... anyway, i still beat SYT for the aiming part while we played Archery...

SYT, i m sorry that i didnt have the courage to go to the scream park... Ghost is one of my weakness... Maybe u can find the right person to accompany u in next time...

i still remember about the camera thingy, though. But better not to post... (after LXE advice...) tell me if u r buying a new camera ya !!! i'll "dig" out my savage...

In short, it was REALLY FUN !!! i still missed the 2nd Pirate Ship!!!

LYS !!! post it with ur point of u ya !!! i know mine wasnt a good one... and i want to know ur point of view too !!!

Going away !!!

Humans!!! just to say bye bye here before I go to Japan !!! Very excited now... ( 1st time on a plane and ALONE -- without family...)



I have grown up more !!! I didnt feel homesick but EXCITED !!!

and... safe trip for Wendy, Yse and Ding (and me)!!!

Bye !!!

Remake of a nursery rhyme...

U all will love this...

Ding Ding had a little lame,
little lame,
little lame,
Ding Ding had a little lame,
and it's as white as snow...

(your hair is white
      --according to our chat in msn...)

Mocha Mousse !!!

I try out a new dessert today !!! -- Mocha Mousse !!!

Cant believe it right, it tastes good in just ONE TRY !!!

So... no doubt !!! I m multitalented*clap clap clap*

Mocha Mousse in the book

Mine !!!

My "hasil"...

My aunt and I walked to the shop this morning for the ingredients...
My both sisters helped me too !!!

Hope one day u all can taste it...
Try it out yourselves if u want !!! really easy...
about... 1 hour ???

THANK YOU, MY BUDDHA...

It was like, a week before, when I got to know that the results for the AFS JENESYS Selection was coming out. Sarah told us (Prema and I) that when we were standing by the Biology lab. I was TOO excited, even went to the ICT room to see if I can go online, but no teacher was there. My heart was ... pumping so fast and hard. I kept calling "Prema" (dont know why), and everytime, she would give me that-kind-of stare, asking me to calm down.

Every day, without fail, I'll check my hotmail, with a hope that I could see the word "AFS" in my inbox. And, I got a little disappointed each time. Anyway, I'll get excited again in the next few minutes. I believe, there's hope !!! Every day, I would asked around facebook if anyone got it. I felt happy for those who were chosen, imagining the fun they'll have soon and I started smiling. You know why? Bacause I couldnt control myself not to take part in that imagination.

Three days passed, I began to have a little inbox-phobia. "AFS, AFS, ... are you choosing me??? Come la e-mail...". And I got disappointed.

The night before I received the e-mail, I prayed hard to Kuan Yin and Datuk. "Please, let me get the AFS e-mail, please, and Thank You (x3)". Then I checked my inbox again, but there was no reply from AFS.

The next morning, I prayed again. "Please, let me get the AFS e-mail, please, and Thank You (x3)".

After having my breakfast, I realised that I didn't have the eagerness to check my inbox anymore. Usually, the first thing to do is to check my inbox. But today, surprisingly, I took a long time eating dim sum and read newspapers before I checked my inbox.

Calmly, I opened my inbox. AND I SAW THE WORD "AFS INTERCULTURAL PROGRAMME", with its subject : "Please Complete Your Information On Full-Application In AFS Online Application System‏". Is it you that I am waiting for??? I dont understand but I just hesitated. Then, clicked on.

"Congratulations, you were seleted to participate in an AFS Program.". I was totally paralysed. My eyes grew huge. I maintained that pose for around 1 minute, and I shouted, jumped and then went crazy. My aunt, who was just sitting behind me, was shocked. I didnt explain to her that time though.

The 1st one to know this Shieh Er, since I was chatting with her. The next is Xin Er.

I rushed out to the the phone then started dialling my mom's number. Before I could say anything...
"Got already huh..."
"Yayayayayaya"
"Why're u crying then?"
"No, I am not"
"U want me to call papa? Or u want to call yourself?"
"I will call myself, bye !"

My mom was calm huh... (and my papa too...)

Then, I called Ding. Ding was excited on my behalf. And that moment I was really crying... I must thank her for having such a confidence in me before this. "Thank you, Ding !!!"

I tried to call Yuan Ting but I couldn't get her. Wendy, she knew it before I gave her a call, so... I decided not to call her (I could predict her reaction though--"So???").

I told everyone at home, my grandma, grandpa,... and they started "worrying" for me...

Then, I started searching information -- winter clothes, the climate in Japan and stuffs like that... (efficient, right???)

Thank you, my Buddha !!! Thank you, my family. Thank you, my friends...

JENESYS Selection Camp

Well... I think I need to make a report about the JENESYS Selection Camp...
REALLY REALLY REALLY FUN !!!
I can't really remember the actual schedule so I just summarise it ya !!!
It’s just something like the 1st interview, we played games and some were called to the interview room.

Energizers (GAMES)

1. Ice Breaking

- All of us were required to shake each other’s hand and introduced our name, city and school. At the same time, there were 6 aliens being chosen among us, whom we didn’t know. If the alien shook our hands, they’ll press on our hands 3 times. Later, the victim had to walk 3 steps away quietly and laid down, shouting “I’m Dead!!!”. The normal people would try to identify the aliens but the dead ones couldn’t say a word.

- Prema, who was wanting so much to make new friends, was dead when she shook her first “friend”. She was just beside me but I didn’t notice that alien. Anyway, I didn’t died very early, maybe after shaking 10++ people’s hands… That alien, who shook Prema’s hand earlier, reached me.

Alien: “Had I shaken yours?”
Me: “Maybe, not… I can’t remember whose I shook,”
Alien: “So let’s shake!”
We shake our hands while I introduced myself.
Me: “I’m Low Mian En, from Klang, studying in SMK Convent Klang.”
Alien : “ I’m Aisyah… …” (started pressing my hands)
Me : “You …!!!”
She nodded.

So, I just sit down quietly (shouting “I’m Dead” is too embarrassing), forgetting that I need to walk 3 steps first, and the alien was caught. Finally, all the aliens were caught !!!

2. Tangled !!!


- This was a hard one. In a circle, firstly, everyone, about 17 people, hold the hands of those who were opposite each other but do not hold the same person’s hand. Then, untangled into a big complete circle. Our group was the last one.

I was squatting down in the middle, so you all can't see me !!! 

3. Paper, Scissors, Stones (with levels)


- From Tadpoles to Chicken to Snake then lastly Jedai. Tadpoles who won would upgraded to Chicken and so on. However, those who lost would get downgraded (Tadpoles maintained as tadpoles if lost…)

- We had different body language for different stages. A Tadpole had to find another Tadpole to play, and the same goes to the chicken, snake and Jedai. Those who got Jedai would gathered in front of the stage, considered that their task was completed.

- Prema became Jedai 3 times as she thought that Jedai had to search for another Jedai. (I thought that too…) However, I was lucky that I didn’t waste my time because I found Prema to play when we were both Jedais.

Me: “Must we continue the game even we are Jedais?”
Prema : “ I think so, I become Jedai 3 times already…”

I suddenly noticed that lots of people standing in front of the stage and asked them. Luckily I didn’t continue.

- The loser had to write “Miss…(can’t remember)” with their butt. There were 4 losers. It was quite embarrassing for them as everyone, including me, had to watch them doing that.

THERE ARE TOO MUCH GAMES TO TELL LA !!!
Drama, Commercial, Presentations AND A LOT MORE !!!
SO SLEEPY AFTER TYPING !!!

A.E.I.O.U ( JAPANESE VERSION) !!! -- the one that mekes my stomach BURST !!!
--tell you all in school la, if you all wanted to know...

some pictures here...

Theme : sexy



My eyes were too dry for not blinking too long...


see more pictures here...

I can only be the "longest" friend of u all...

Ding : since Standrad 1 ...
Wendy : since Standrad 2 ...
Shieh Er : in A1 ...

But not to Xin Er and SYT...
They knew someone earlier than me...

Discribe me in other ways la...
Better one, please...

I love the heading!!!

Hi... first time on blog...

To tell the truth, i don't know what to write... just don't want to be the last one to post comments on this blog... Haha...