Time Moves Like The Speed Of Light

How was your holiday? So far so good? :)

Mine was fully occupied. Nonetheless, i had a very great time. For the past three days, i was doing mural painting in General Hospital with other interactors from different school. It was one of the ICC projects this year. Kinda grand. Involved all the schools in Klang. Initially, i thought it would be very boring 'cause it started at 8 in the morning and ended at 5. Nine hours of mural painting for three days in a row, that obviously didn't sound great to me. However, it turned out to be totally opposite from what i thought. Our school had to combine with La Salle and ACS to paint the wall at the children wad. We drew cartoons such as Spongebob, Dora The Explorer, Winnie The Pooh etc. Ahh..my childhood friends. :) Happy to say, i met many new friends and it was very fun!  'though i don't think i did a lot of work, i was not regretted for going there. Tomorrow will be the last day and i somehow feel heavy-hearted to leave. It's gonna end soon. *cry*

Next,

I think i told everyone but Ding regarding this matter. So this is for her sake. Ding, *drum rolls* I made it into top 10 for the 2500 words essay competition. Congratulation?  Thank you! Perhaps, i should make something clear first. I win this but this doesn't prove than i am good in English. Certainly, i am not. C'mon lah, I know where's my level and it's not that high, like what you guys might think. Of course not. Frankly speaking, i do not deny the fact that i like how people praise me, and look high on me. But i don't want something that i don't deserve it. You guys get what i mean, don't you guys? *no offence yeah*

I was forced by someone to post this up. No worry Wendy, i won't mention your name. Nobody will know it's you. :)

Enjoy your holidays! 

'It is fun to be in the same decade with you.'

Quote Of The Day

'' I'd known that, there is no other easy way to heal emotional scars

but, i just think of it this way;

Wounds of the heart,

are undoubtedly necessary

That's because, 

by bearing wounds in our heart,

we are aware of other people's pain, too. ''

Code blue, ep9 

In My Thoughts Forever

'Girl, What do you want to become when you grow up?'

'No idea, yet. Give me one year.I'll figure it out. '

6 months ago,

I had this conversation with my father.

Perhaps, i should start reminding myself that my deadline is here.

Sooner or later. crap!

Sitting inside the car, watching the raindrops pouring down, i could not stop wondering;

What's my future? 

I started to think a lot ever since i sat for this mid-term examinations. I questioned myself which subject i was interested in. I answered 'biology' and immediately after that, not even a split second, doctor came across my mind. Flabbergasted. I was certainly shocked at my own thought. Never had i ever thought of becoming a doctor. When i was young, teacher used to ask me what was my ambition and my answer would be something like musician or accountant but definitely not a doctor. Nonetheless, i had an ominous  feeling that said i am not kidding this time.

Well, not that i hate becoming a doctor but i am not really suitable for that. I am not giving up nor being a coward here, it's just that i know my ability well enough. I can't handle all the stress and pain. I do not have to carry out the experiment because i believe this is not merely a hypothesis, it is ,too, a conclusion.

One moment say not kidding? another moment say won't become?

Hhmm..I am still hesitating, confusing and dreaming

So yeah, i still need time. 

Don't talk about that.

2 good news;

 Exam ended and Jane is back!

 Peace :)

'Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.'

 From 'The last song'