The F words

2 weeks of holidays ended last week. 

It was like, a snap of finger, that's it; sayonara!

Most of the papers had been given back to us, except for bio and physics.

Not badly done overall, but not that excellent as well.

Have 2A-, but soon gonna be 3, i suppose, thanks to Puan Indra.

One is English paper, another one is Mandarin paper. 

Both are language papers. I didn't even get an A+ for my bm paper.

Miao Miao almost had an heart attack when she got back her mandarin paper. 

Practically gonna cry out but didn't. 

Managed to hold on her tears in the class but it might be different story when she'd gone back home.

I wouldn't know.

 The Mysteries Of Love finally ended. 

The sad part is, Kingsley and the-efficient-sister didn't kiss at all.

Oppositely, Loh Sir and Nickole were kissing non-stop. 

Damn sweat lah! 

Nonetheless, i'm still glad that it ends with a happy ending.  Lol.

Report Card Day falls on this Wednesday.

Not really a big day for me, as my parents don't really care for my results.
They don't even bother to come to school. 

And, the percentage of me getting into Top 5 is nearly,

ZERO! :(

I might be quite busy for the following weeks.

My schedule is as below:-

30/6 : Toys Story

3/7 : Choir Competiton

5/7-9/7: Drama / Oral

8/7 : Eclipse / The Last Song

9/7-10/7 : Orchestra (if got)

11/7 : Installation for interactors

17/7 : Choir competition again

31/7 : Deadline to hand in moral work

2/8 : Piano Exam in the morning, and flight to Germany at night.

I know it's complicated. 

But you guys just have to remember the MOST IMPORTANT DATE

which is

17th August (!) 

:)

''Depression is nourished

by a lifetime of ungrieved and unforgiven hurts.''

Piccassss!

Bell Bell Ding!! Here's the link to the pictures!!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=183373&id=574908886&l=b9c4fc6d96

There are some extra ones taken by my phone. =DD

Promise

Hey my dear Lyodts!!

I will upload all the pictures in Wendy's house when I get my hands onto the pictures in Ding's camera kay? I'll upload them in Facebook and Ding, I will post a link here for you to see. xD

I PROMISE!!

I'm Sorry That I Have To Say 'I'm Sorry'

Theres always a little truth behind every "Just kidding". 

Theres always a little knowledge behind every "I don't know".

A little emotion behind every "I don't care". 

A little pain behind every "Its okay" 

and a little lie behind every 'I'm sorry'.

My Own Announcement XD

So SYT, you're so proud that you won me by posting the most to this blog? Once this is posted, it's a tie. Lol. xD Wait, since when was it a competition?

Erm... I was wondering if I should post this or not but I guess I shall post it. The thing is, I've just created a community for Hey! Say! JUMP Malaysian fans with two other Subang online friends. If you have time, please check it out even if you're not a fan, kay? Btw, Gorilla is already a member of the community! LOL. So supportive, huh?!

Here's the link :

http://community.livejournal.com/msian_hsjfans/

We took around a few days to create it, including writing the rules (written by me!! me!!), setting the layout, editing the banner, creating tags as well as writing a welcome and introduction post. Pretty much of work, but worth it. =D

I am still in Penang now, but I refuse to go out. Lol. Whole day of walking is too tiring and I've already eaten a lot. They're going to eat rojak now. My tummy won't take in any food anymore! ^^

So SYT. Haha. It's a tie now. A TIE YO!!

PS : I am pretty glad that our blog is quite alive. Hehe.. =D

I Had Fun

How's our work? 

Yeah, finally it ends. 

Everything ends.

Tyche

Alright guys. There's a piece of good news that i'm gonna tell.

*Drum rolls*

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I made into top 3 

and, and, 

I WILL BE GOING TO GERMANY!

I must be dreaming. 

Pinch my face, people.

*Ouch, it's painful.

Oh God.

Oh Lord. 

Oh Jesus. 

Oh Christ.

OH MY DINGNISM! 

I am going crazy. It's unbelievable.
I am so lucky! 

Goddess of Fortune, thanks for being around! :)

Ah Yong's Class

POST SOMETHING!!! As long as you post something... It's a nightmarish sound and it's also the reason why I am here, you know?!

I guess I have a lousy beginning, and I'm gonna end it in a lousy way as well. *ehem, ehem*, WHO CARES?

So, today we have BM tuition from 12.30-5.15pm. But still, only the *rajin Ding* makes the effort to attend since her mother doesn't allow her to skip... Hmm, ding, believe me, your butt is gonna to be numb for the whole day. Bring pillow will be the best advice ever =.=..

You  know, it's not that we intended to skip *no one forces you to do so too*, yeah i know. But, it's 5 hours long, it's not a joke, it's 5 hours long, writing non-stop. I guess Pn.yong is giving us Paper 1 plus Paper 2. *Oh gosh, how am I going to survive, it's the combination of two papers* was the first thing that came into my mind. Thus, I came out with this solution, that is to skip her tuition for the first time ever even though we know, we are going to get scolded by Pn.yong. No more laughing at the others when Pn.yong criticize the others in the next class. You know why? I guess you know. We are going to be the next victims. So, get prepared humans~

Holiday is going to end soon.... =(

P/s : Hopefully she doesn't have a chance to take a peek at this post?! *po pi po pi*

Time Moves Like The Speed Of Light

How was your holiday? So far so good? :)

Mine was fully occupied. Nonetheless, i had a very great time. For the past three days, i was doing mural painting in General Hospital with other interactors from different school. It was one of the ICC projects this year. Kinda grand. Involved all the schools in Klang. Initially, i thought it would be very boring 'cause it started at 8 in the morning and ended at 5. Nine hours of mural painting for three days in a row, that obviously didn't sound great to me. However, it turned out to be totally opposite from what i thought. Our school had to combine with La Salle and ACS to paint the wall at the children wad. We drew cartoons such as Spongebob, Dora The Explorer, Winnie The Pooh etc. Ahh..my childhood friends. :) Happy to say, i met many new friends and it was very fun!  'though i don't think i did a lot of work, i was not regretted for going there. Tomorrow will be the last day and i somehow feel heavy-hearted to leave. It's gonna end soon. *cry*

Next,

I think i told everyone but Ding regarding this matter. So this is for her sake. Ding, *drum rolls* I made it into top 10 for the 2500 words essay competition. Congratulation?  Thank you! Perhaps, i should make something clear first. I win this but this doesn't prove than i am good in English. Certainly, i am not. C'mon lah, I know where's my level and it's not that high, like what you guys might think. Of course not. Frankly speaking, i do not deny the fact that i like how people praise me, and look high on me. But i don't want something that i don't deserve it. You guys get what i mean, don't you guys? *no offence yeah*

I was forced by someone to post this up. No worry Wendy, i won't mention your name. Nobody will know it's you. :)

Enjoy your holidays! 

'It is fun to be in the same decade with you.'

Quote Of The Day

'' I'd known that, there is no other easy way to heal emotional scars

but, i just think of it this way;

Wounds of the heart,

are undoubtedly necessary

That's because, 

by bearing wounds in our heart,

we are aware of other people's pain, too. ''

Code blue, ep9 

In My Thoughts Forever

'Girl, What do you want to become when you grow up?'

'No idea, yet. Give me one year.I'll figure it out. '

6 months ago,

I had this conversation with my father.

Perhaps, i should start reminding myself that my deadline is here.

Sooner or later. crap!

Sitting inside the car, watching the raindrops pouring down, i could not stop wondering;

What's my future? 

I started to think a lot ever since i sat for this mid-term examinations. I questioned myself which subject i was interested in. I answered 'biology' and immediately after that, not even a split second, doctor came across my mind. Flabbergasted. I was certainly shocked at my own thought. Never had i ever thought of becoming a doctor. When i was young, teacher used to ask me what was my ambition and my answer would be something like musician or accountant but definitely not a doctor. Nonetheless, i had an ominous  feeling that said i am not kidding this time.

Well, not that i hate becoming a doctor but i am not really suitable for that. I am not giving up nor being a coward here, it's just that i know my ability well enough. I can't handle all the stress and pain. I do not have to carry out the experiment because i believe this is not merely a hypothesis, it is ,too, a conclusion.

One moment say not kidding? another moment say won't become?

Hhmm..I am still hesitating, confusing and dreaming

So yeah, i still need time. 

Don't talk about that.

2 good news;

 Exam ended and Jane is back!

 Peace :)

'Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.'

 From 'The last song'